BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily SteinbergEmily Steinberg, with an introduction by Tahneer Oksman
BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place

Like fresh snow covering over a messy urban landscape, there’s a kind of concealing but also unifying quality to the fourteen central images of Emily Steinberg’s “Berlin Story.” Following a four-panel introduction, in which our narrator introduces herself as having grown up an anxious, fearful depressive, lost in the grip of, among other things, the “images of death, murder and gratuitous Nazi sadism” shown to her in Hebrew school, we are presented with still portrayals of an uninhabited, idyllic setting.

Each drawing, contained in an unframed rectangle, presents its viewers with a narrowed angle, or point of view, proximate to or regarding the famous Wannsee Villa, a mansion located in the suburbs of Berlin. The drawings are in black and white, cramped with details composed from demarcated lines, some of them even slightly wobbly marks. From four cherubs adorning the villa’s rooftops to two tree trunks gracefully tilting somewhere in the vicinity of the house grounds, we glimpse this locale as either a deliberately or unintentionally naive visitor might; this is a structure embodying decadence and wealth, good taste and fine craftsmanship. Here is a sculpture to admire, swaddled in a bouquet of well-groomed foliage. Here is a fine urn, hefty, ornamented, inviting contemplation. We walk its grounds, invited to by our guide. We revel in its beauty.

Still, none of this history seems teachable, transmittable. Steinberg’s sequence reveals how, despite all efforts to the contrary, despite all inclinations to conceal, the horror nonetheless lives on. 

The handwritten dispatches, scrawled sometimes beneath and sometimes beside these postcard pictures, interrupt our reverie. “On Tuesday, 20 January 1942 at noon, Reinhard Heydrich, S.S., unveiled the extermination policy for Europe’s Jewish population, euphemistically known as the Final Solution of the Jewish Question, to leaders of the Nazi Party, over a pleasant lunch.”

What’s startling is that with these words, the images don’t suddenly transform; no visible traces of that exchange, or its consequences, are apparent in the pictures here, even in the intimate and exhaustively rendered tiny lines, the single- and cross-hatches of our once-depressive guide, who has “never completely” let go of those horrifying images presented to her in her youth, part of her Jewish heritage. The words tell us not only, or simply, of the terribleness, but instead fill us in on details presumably meant to help us picture what is, in fact, impossible to conjure up. Thirteen men, officials, ranging from thirty-two to fifty-two years old, gathered for a ninety-minute meeting dedicated, in part, to discussing the eradication of Jews. A thirty-six year-old Adolph Eichmann was charged with taking minutes. “There is no record of what was served for lunch that day,” another narrative accompaniment tells us. “The waiters served cognac, butlers and adjutants gave out liquor.” Ultimately, neither images nor words, here or elsewhere, can fully convey to us what took place, can help us imagine what is unimaginable.

On the fiftieth anniversary of the conference, the Wannsee Villa was finally made into an educational and memorial site. Another quarter of a century has now passed. Still, none of this history seems teachable, transmittable. Steinberg’s sequence reveals how, despite all efforts to the contrary, despite all inclinations to conceal, the horror nonetheless lives on.

—Tahneer Oksman, December 2017

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

BERLIN STORY: Time, Memory, Place by Emily Steinberg

9. Fountain made up of several life-like figures holding up the bowl of the fountain in front of a stone house. Text: "In 1940, Marlier's Lakeside Villa was Sold to Heydrich's S.S. to be used as a Guest House retreat and a place of "comradely interaction" for S.S. officers."

10. Living area inside an ornate mansion with a nude sculpture to the left. Text: Heydrich, Chief of the Reich Main Security Office, Age 38, invited 13 high ranking Nazi officials, all men, between the ages of 32 and 52, to the villa and presided over the 90 minute meeting. Adolph Eichmann, age 36, Director of the Reich Security Main Office, Section IV, B4, Jewish Affairs and Expulsion, took minutes. 8 of the 15 men present held doctorates in their fields."

11. Stone carving of a fountain next to a walkway. Text: "The men vigorously debated what constituted a REAL JEW. Should a MISCHLINGE, a person of MIXED blood, be deported? Sterilized? Evacuated to the East?"

12. Corner of stone house with bay window. Text: "They discussed various methods of execution, such as, the recently tested gassing vans and the great successes on the Eastern front of the Einsatzgruppen, mobile killing squads who committed mass murder primarily by shooting."

13. Stone staircase leading to a pathway in the forest. Text: "The men stressed the necessity of not ALARMING local populations and all agreed that the liquidation process needed to be streamlined, bureaucratized, and made less messy, so, that everyone involved, both victims and perpetrators, be spared excess trauma."

14. Two trees inside a fence. Text: "All of the participants acknowledged that they must be strong in the face of such a difficult task, and they all pledged their full cooperation. It was at Wannsee when the trajectory of the Nazi terror pivoted from Organic Mass Murder to Mechanized Genocide. The House itself is a crime scene."

15. Close-up of cherub statue holding grapes and other fruits. Text: "I imagine that as the 90 minute conference wore on, attendees might have looked out the windows, stretched their legs, thought about their wives and children, or, maybe gone outside for a breath of fresh lakeside air."

16. Terrace of a stone mansion, with life-size lion gargoyles. Text: "I imagine walking on the slate patio just off the conference room, having a smoke, and taking in the sight of the classical statue of Bacchus under the portico."

17. Indoor terrace of a stone mansion. Text: "There is no record of what was served for LUNCH that day. Elchmann later testified that it was conducted very QUIETLY and with much courtesy, with much friendliness, and it did not last a long time. The waiters served Cognac, butlers and adjutants gave out Liquor, and in this way it ended."

18. Four statues of cherubs on the roof of the stone mansion. Text: "8 Putti, fleshy baby boys carved out of stone, stand on the roof of the Villa. 4 watch over the entrance, 4 watch over the lake. They take in the comings and going of the House. Haunting Totems, Momento Mori to the Slaughtered."

19. Woman slouched in airplane chair, with headphones in. Text: "On the plane the next day, contorting in ever more challenging yoga like positions, the themes of time, memory and place resonated. How could that even have happened? What dark worn hole of humanity allowed and embraced it? Then they served lunch."


Sketched headshot of Emily SteinbergEmily Steinberg, a painter and graphic novelist, has shown her work widely in New York and Philadelphia. Most recently, images from her visual narrative Broken Eggs were featured in an exhibit titled Sick! Kranksein Im Comic: Reclaiming Illness Through Comics at the Berlin Museum of Medical History at the Charité in Berlin, Germany. She is also a founding member of Fieldwork International, an improvisational diaristic collaboration between herself, Damon Herd and Sarah Lightman. Her graphic novel memoir, Graphic Therapy, was published serially in Smith Magazine. Her short comic, Blogging Towards Oblivion, was included in The Moment (Harper/Collins.) Her visual narratives A Mid Summer Soirée, Broken Eggs, and The Modernist Cabin appear in previous issues of Cleaver. She currently teaches painting, drawing, graphic novel, and the History of Comics at Penn State Abington. She earned her M.F.A. and B.F.A. from the University of Pennsylvania and lives just outside Philadelphia.

Sketched headshot of Tahneer Oksman

Tahneer Oksman is a writer, teacher, and scholar based in Brooklyn, NY.  Her criticism on women, visual culture, and memoir, as well as some personal essays, have appeared in the Los Angeles Review of BooksThe Comics Journal, the Forward, Public BooksThe Guardian, and Lilith. An Assistant Professor of Academic Writing at Marymount Manhattan College, her first scholarly monograph is “How Come Boys Get to Keep Their Noses?”: Women and Jewish American Identity in Contemporary Graphic Memoirs (Columbia University Press, 2016).  She is currently working on a book exploring memoirs of absence, loss, and grief. (Author portrait by Liana Finck.)

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